Getting locked out from my room due to a somewhat-old-malfunctioning lock. - first time realized how life can be so difficult without money, cellphone, an ezlink card, a watch, nor even a clean bra (I was in my pajamas) and ended up borrowing from someone... simply pathetic. Even an mrt ride seems unbearable without mp3. - if i have the time i should blog this with feelings.
Got ousted for buying concert tickets again several times this month..
Just got home from a failed bus attempt. For some reasons, thoughts just came wandering in my mind one after the other tonight, with my feet leading me to another bus direction which I had last Friday, and this is not my direction home and I realized too late. It was heading to Tuas, considered outskirts of Singapore #$#$!!, of which there is no nearby mrt. The usual 35min max mrt ride took me 2.25 hours to reach home. Why bus in the first place...
Anyway, I have many things to bother. Shit happens. That's it.
My family's coming over, I will be a full time tour guide again for a few days. Wish me luck. Expecting calm days afterwards.
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Wrong Timing
My health failed me. Yesterday, dropped dead in bed at 830pm, the first in the last 2 decades I think. Woke up 730am the next day (today). And still feel sleepy the whole day. Colds, sore throat and slight fever (according to clinic). What a good timing to be sick!
Funny how past things I've said seem to have a flashback recently.
I remember one of my preachy statements in previous blog goes like 'if you cant change the situation, change your attitude'. a truckload of bs.
There's one thing that seems to tickle me. I dont know why I feel tempted. Two years ago my friend asked me about a same topic, and my answer was a clear no, would not even consider. Somehow now I seem to be entertaining the possibility. Talk about irony.
I still get impressed when someone can ride along and comment wittily on my feeling-deep train of thoughts:
me: it's hard to get back where you left off
kausap: well if you keep communicating, then I guess there won't be a point where you left off.
*claps*
The person who referred me to current company has already left, after earning 5k+ sgd from me. (talk about earning 150K+ php for just referral fee, some banks here even give 10k sgd as referral fee) However despite the big amount, I'm not enthusiastic in referring anyone. I prefer to keep my worklife private, with not much familiar faces roaming around me :p. Anyway, this person resigned because he was pirated to another similar company, with a humongous signing bonus and salary hike. Just today, got a call from him whether I'd like to join again, for another big leap (hike). Tempthing but too crazy! I dont think I can just hop around like a butterfly. I havent even earned any accomplishment yet, too early.
I should have gone to watch a Chinese movie here in j8 (mall beside the house) to enjoy my last late-night movie within walkable distance. Too bad can't, with the colds.
The same day as my moving day, a colleague will be having a housewarming party. I was somehow obliged to go to mingle. I hate PR stuff. I have so much unpacking to do with my ever-growing baggages, or I would have rather wanted to sleep.
I still have few things left to pack. This is the last post. Next would be done from Eunos. I dont know if my internet connection would be swapped right away as promised.
Funny how past things I've said seem to have a flashback recently.
I remember one of my preachy statements in previous blog goes like 'if you cant change the situation, change your attitude'. a truckload of bs.
There's one thing that seems to tickle me. I dont know why I feel tempted. Two years ago my friend asked me about a same topic, and my answer was a clear no, would not even consider. Somehow now I seem to be entertaining the possibility. Talk about irony.
I still get impressed when someone can ride along and comment wittily on my feeling-deep train of thoughts:
me: it's hard to get back where you left off
kausap: well if you keep communicating, then I guess there won't be a point where you left off.
*claps*
The person who referred me to current company has already left, after earning 5k+ sgd from me. (talk about earning 150K+ php for just referral fee, some banks here even give 10k sgd as referral fee) However despite the big amount, I'm not enthusiastic in referring anyone. I prefer to keep my worklife private, with not much familiar faces roaming around me :p. Anyway, this person resigned because he was pirated to another similar company, with a humongous signing bonus and salary hike. Just today, got a call from him whether I'd like to join again, for another big leap (hike). Tempthing but too crazy! I dont think I can just hop around like a butterfly. I havent even earned any accomplishment yet, too early.
I should have gone to watch a Chinese movie here in j8 (mall beside the house) to enjoy my last late-night movie within walkable distance. Too bad can't, with the colds.
The same day as my moving day, a colleague will be having a housewarming party. I was somehow obliged to go to mingle. I hate PR stuff. I have so much unpacking to do with my ever-growing baggages, or I would have rather wanted to sleep.
I still have few things left to pack. This is the last post. Next would be done from Eunos. I dont know if my internet connection would be swapped right away as promised.
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