Singing u a Lullaby 祝福

Some more of my KTV showcase songs for lullaby. Hope you fall asleep as you listen :p

Sunset Goodbyes

Some people say the last few seconds of sunset is the most precious moment. Probably I've also seen a lot of beautiful sunsets that sometimes I cant decipher which is a better, which is a best. Or probably for someone like me who doesnt know any technicalities of aperture and ISO, I am not qualified to even express such opinions of sunset.

The only thing I know is that sunset gives a somewhat gloomy blue feel. After a beautiful view, you just know something is just about to end. That feeling of fear and losing that view seem to linger for a moment, makes you sigh for a moment and go on with life as if those colors have been taken away. Or probably u have to psyche yourself to think those colors never really existed. They were too good to exist and last long. It's just your imagination. Not, let's use a more realistic word, it's just your hallucination.

Sunset. It's not meant to last long, but your stubborness just pulls you down again. The charm just seems to stir your curiousity, your emotions, your deeper intellect, your spirit, your soul. Before you know it, you get all hooked up. Addicted. Magnetized. Enigmatized. Traumatized. and lastly Numbed.

Seems so long ago. I cant remember the reason why I fell in love with photography. I cant remember the reason why I even liked to be photographed. I cant remember when I started liking to look decent and changing my fashion sense. I cant remember when I started to think and behave in a different way than I used to. I cant remember when I have become obedient. I cant remember why I like to be a little part of your dream and your plans.  Then....I cant remember suddenly why I have to change dreams. I cant remember why I hated cooking for some time.  I cant remember why do I have to change in the first place. Did I? Was it really I have forgotten or I chose to think I cant remember... It was probably too clear to me that it scares me, I cant forget even if wanted to?

I wish I can forget easily. Because others can. I wish I can ignore and pretend, like nothing matters. I didnt matter anyway, why did I ever think I did.

Next time you see a sunset, think again what do you really see. Do you see the mix of colors and appreciate or was it too forgetful? Perhaps anything that can be taken for granted should be thrown away.

Goodbye sunset.

I hope it rains hard... real hard... very hard.  And finally you'll get to see my perspective of sunset.

p.s. oops my artsy mind is on. :)