Monster 1: Recalled

*** so the heck, what happened to that hs thing mentioned in my last entry.

I actually dont like sharing too personal things in blog. But anyway, here's an exception, just for this one time. :)

This was the 1st monster I encountered in my life, at age 12. All in all, I think I met 4 na hehe. Ewan, lapitin ata ako ng mga taong may attitude problem. :( Probably something's wrong with me too, or malas lng talaga ako.

Anyway, the disaster was because of adjustment in high school life. I studied in a different school during elementary, then moved to **HS. All of my sisters studied there for high school and they actually warned me about weird grade-conscious people. So come first year, I had a classmate who was, I think the salutatorian (female) in their whole batch. In short, I beat her in 1st grading and my nightmare began. I got all sorts of verbal bully.. mga parinig na wala sa lugar. This girl had one companion pa na head of COCC group (yun mga CAT hanays). Together, they did try to make me look bad with the stories they made up. Kung ano pinagsasabi, I wont forgot those below the belt punchlines (pati the way I carry myself, the way I look which they find pangit, the craziest one is that hindi raw ako naliligo???? D*mn it!) My goodness, I dont know why people wanted to make a big fuzz about competition, Chinese class pa lng yon ha! The whole class (except for one girl) wont speak to me, takot sila na kapag pinansin ako bka tirahin din nung 2 bullies. All I did then was just 'IGNORE', maybe I was too weak to fight back. All I had in mind was that
***Grabe wala silang breeding.. nakakahiya! mailto:!@$#
***Ayoko silang patulan, I wont stoop down to their level. PERIOD!

Probably they got tired because after 3 gradings, this girl still wasnt able to relinquish her crown. haha. That was the end of it.

So come 2nd year, I got in to the English cream section and classmate ko na din this girl bully in English class. Wala na cyang masabi sa English class s akin cause she was way too far to be among the top spots anyway. A lot of things happened to her (ata), she haad some petty quarrels with her own barkada.. I dont know if it was a change of heart on her side, that she actually approached me one time and apologized for what she did in first year. She looked serious then, I just said 'ok lng, tpos na' (Grabe ang martyr ko dati haha)

There were also adjustment problems in english class, this was a whole class of brainy people kuno. Anyway I wont elaborate on those. All I can say is that, at that point, I told myself I have to do something cause I dont want to have bad memories again in highschool. Eventually nagsama-sama kaming new students plus some tingi-tingi pa na walang definite barkada, we formed our own group and life has been happier. I gained friends and everything was back in shape.

So come 4th year, bully and I were not in the same chinese class anymore. A horrible thing happened to her, she was the treasurer of her class. She collected money from her class for yearbook fee and lost the whole amount the same day. So that was like P500 * 40+students, which is quite a big amount na rin. Apparently, ninakawan cya ng fellow classmate nya. I bumped into the adviser of her class one day in the corridor, then to my surprise, this teacher wanted to do background check on this girl so she wanted to ask me a few questions daw. Hehe probably I built my reputation well kaya my opinion was sought. She asked me whether this girl has clepto habits ba, bka raw may alam ako, in short pinagdudahan na bka cya kumuha. I actually pitied her because I know mahirap yun manakawan, something I wont want to happen to me. But on another side, maybe I'm only human, alam ko napatawa ako sa loob-loob ko hehe... If I wanted to get even, it's the slightest effort. But no, I didnt, probably I'm still sane enough, or mas mabait ako dati, or maybe it's still for my own sake na hindi cya sirain coz ayoko rin masangkot sa gulo, graduation time eh. I just told the teacher na hndi ko rin cya ganon kaclose, and I dont think cya kumuha. (honestly, ndi naman cya mukhng naghihikahos sa buhay para magnakaw)

Up to know, only a very few close friends know the story. Khit yun girl hndi alam yun latter part. See concede na! hehe moral lesson of the story, wag manggago ng tao coz carma does happen! And oh I certainly disgust SIPSIP and skandalosa people! eeewww.

P.S. Kasi nanood pa ako ng movie eh, bigla ko tuloy naalala to. I became too curious on how these 2 girls are doing now so I searched them in friendster. (As you know, friendster always knows best) Nakita ko nga sila, grabe the nerve hindi ko maisip anong K nila hehe, if you're curious I can give you the links haha. Still no regrets in studying at that high school, marami pa rin fun memories :)