Probably because of the dynamic lives of the people around me, ayan na naman napapaisip na naman ako what am I doing with my life.
I dont have a concrete answer. All I know is I want a loong long leave, leave without pay, like 1 month in Pinas. 70% for relaxation, 30% for re-assessing (again?! hehe). :)
Weird, parang gusto kong umuwi for good.. But I dont have a good reason? Basta ayoko na bumalik ng hp, over their dead bodies, not mine. (huh? as if that makes sense :p) I still have a few goals, some big and some small. I can't do them all alone. Wehehe let's find someone to build those dreams. Or probably they are better left as dreams I dont know. :(
Give me a reason quick!
I finally submitted the assessment requirement for the short course I've been eyeing in NUS since December. Geez seems like God is with me this time. The course has been moved to a month later, which is a perfect timing as it has skipped the busiest days of my project. Fingers crossed, sana maayos.
I found an interesting baking class, but it's on a weekday morning. Crazy me of course booked it without second thoughts. I'll think of an alibi when the day comes.
And oh I just overcome one of my fears - development/programming. Yes you hear it right, I'm in IT but I fret whenever I'm asked to do programming tasks cause I can't. Or I choose to believe I can't. Anyway, last Apr 28 I started my first official dev task, no choice kulang sa tao ang project. They gave me the simpler ones. Hmm so far I survived, probably it's not as scary as I imagined it to be. Wish me luck.
To match the title I have given, here's the complete lyrics where I lifted the word :) And I'm drawn to the picture.
Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me
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