Storm

What a long day. All my officemates are gone, somewhere for some reasons. One left SG for vacation. Boss was on MC (medical certificate, equiv for sick leave). One called in that he'll be working from home. One left early to attend to her sick daughter. One said he'll be working late this evening. The whole office is mine today, no one is here except me. The joys of project cutover - Silence. It has never been this silent. The crams, the escalations, the issues, the meetings, all are gone, hmm this is quite unusual. Savor savor! Cause it wont be long when phase 2 kicks in next month and again chaos!

This is not healthy. Surfing too much, talking too much, thinking too much of things. I still have 30min before I can go home, (i guess 6pm is the not-so-garapal time to leave)

Here goes again one of the deep literary fragments that came dancing in my thought.

Somewhere sometime someone strikes something somehow. At some point, I thought I am good yet with some unforeseen amiable implications, suddenly something that I thought that I am, that I have, that I believe in, got tinted with a blur. Left some parts of my world shaking. I cant believe why or how it happened or is it that I flew off the beaten path from the very start. I tried to immerse myself with the world that I believe in, yet unexpectedly you came and shake it off, the rain. Yes, it pours itself so harshly that it overflows. I am alive. But does that mean I have to go through hell hearing the thunderstorms. It amazes me how the mantra just gets hold of me so easily, as if swept by the whirlpool rhythm. It flickers like a beacon in the dark ocean and I feel like the firefly, captivated to fly nearer and nearer. It's just so hard to ignore it. It wraps me like a cocoon and I will be here waiting for the time, the space, the universe, that I shall fly by you and sweep you off your feet. And for once, you will realize, rain or shine, what is bound to happen will happen and nothing's gonna stop it. I know for once I tried.

I'm lost....Again. - Storm

okay enough for the day, going home.