After all the despididas and goodbyes, I feel moved by the sincerity of people who really cared. The encouraging words, the well wishes, everything finally ended last Mar 25 Sun, thank you sa lahat.
I really didnt expect myself to be this 'dramatic'. After bidding gudbyes to my mom and sisters in the parking lot, tears poured again. All the more in the airport when I was waiting to board the plane, grabe tagaktak luha, it just literally pours down I dont know why. Nahihiya na ako kasi I have a feeling na yun katabi kong mga babae (i would guess domestic helpers going to SG) naawa na ata sa akin. Feeling cguro nila, naku bka may iniwan cgurong tong asawa at sanggol. :)
Looking back, i think somehow everyone (who has a heart) would be striken by weakness attacks in a situation wherein there is uncertainty. It's the first time I'm boarding a flight that I dont know when I'll be returning back home. There is a level of fear and insecurity within. I hope this starts to mellow down eventually. No more tears but only smiles in the coming days! Help me God.
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