B-i-a-t-c-h

This is one of the most ggrrrh encounters. It feels d*mned bad when you get sh*t for a good deed.


I wont want to elaborate what happened. Here's a collection of kabwisitan thoughts:


1. I dislike people who speaks English slang in an unpleasant manner. Excuse me, it really hurts my ear to hear OVER-pronounced English letter, word, sentence. Do me a favor, shut up.


2. Don't flaunt your Fookien in front of me in aim of building a 'close tayo' mood, when I can hear clearly that your diction is not good and in fact inaccurate. I can assure you that my Fookien/Mandarin is of caliber GI level that you perhaps could never imagine.


3. What 'makapal ang mukha' means in the truest sense. I still cant believe how a stranger can act so comfortably in my room, using my things so naturally. Dumping all the trash and even sanitary napkin trash in my garbage can making it overflowing before leaving. The phone conversation was very irritable. Hell, do I look like a hotel operator?



4. I abhor girls who are OVERLY pa-tweetums, pa-cute, pa-sweet to the extremes, ma-PR, over-friendly and shows over fondliness on children, I just dont feel enough sincerity. And I
ALSO abhor stupid guys who fall for such girls and get blinded by that fact and still think that they've won a jackpot, pathetic! The useless bf who did nothing, congrats by the way for having such a wonderful girl who knows very well how to take advantage of others in the sweetest manner.


Okay enough, lame delayed reaction. I am no saint. I'm not like my friend who quit work to join JVP volunteer work to help provincial folks on ways he can to serve the country - of which I respect him but still find the logic a bit off and absurd. Probably I just simply want to do good once in a while in my areas of influence, in little ways that I can. And yet I dont know why do things like this have to happen to dishearthen earthly people and rub the goodness out of them. Hmm probably the world is just like that, it doesn't make any sense to be good after all. Nothing's gonna change it.