Wrong Timing

My health failed me. Yesterday, dropped dead in bed at 830pm, the first in the last 2 decades I think. Woke up 730am the next day (today). And still feel sleepy the whole day. Colds, sore throat and slight fever (according to clinic). What a good timing to be sick!

Funny how past things I've said seem to have a flashback recently.

I remember one of my preachy statements in previous blog goes like 'if you cant change the situation, change your attitude'. a truckload of bs.

There's one thing that seems to tickle me. I dont know why I feel tempted. Two years ago my friend asked me about a same topic, and my answer was a clear no, would not even consider. Somehow now I seem to be entertaining the possibility. Talk about irony.

I still get impressed when someone can ride along and comment wittily on my feeling-deep train of thoughts:
me: it's hard to get back where you left off
kausap: well if you keep communicating, then I guess there won't be a point where you left off.
*claps*

The person who referred me to current company has already left, after earning 5k+ sgd from me. (talk about earning 150K+ php for just referral fee, some banks here even give 10k sgd as referral fee) However despite the big amount, I'm not enthusiastic in referring anyone. I prefer to keep my worklife private, with not much familiar faces roaming around me :p. Anyway, this person resigned because he was pirated to another similar company, with a humongous signing bonus and salary hike. Just today, got a call from him whether I'd like to join again, for another big leap (hike). Tempthing but too crazy! I dont think I can just hop around like a butterfly. I havent even earned any accomplishment yet, too early.

I should have gone to watch a Chinese movie here in j8 (mall beside the house) to enjoy my last late-night movie within walkable distance. Too bad can't, with the colds.

The same day as my moving day, a colleague will be having a housewarming party. I was somehow obliged to go to mingle. I hate PR stuff. I have so much unpacking to do with my ever-growing baggages, or I would have rather wanted to sleep.

I still have few things left to pack. This is the last post. Next would be done from Eunos. I dont know if my internet connection would be swapped right away as promised.